i dont noe why tiz thinz are happenin to me
wad i did to deserve tiz...haiz
I reili did not expect tiz la
I was totally by myself till thay day.

Aft that incident i suffer alot
nobody would have understan tat pain i went thru
i tellin u tiz i cant hide anithin
i will tell wad i feel
sme tyme i wuld think y did i tld tat
i noe it wuld upset u bt sry i cant hide it

i was reili expectin for the party and the dae before
bt it turn out to be, not my dae at all
sry if i had hurt u or smethin in aniwae
u wuldnt noe hw i felt wen i hear that particluar word
u sae everi tyme
i feel i wen beyond my limitz
i agree bt wad u sae was damn worse than everithin i face

wad did i reili deserve to gt that frm u
n now tat i didnt talk or do anithin lyke wad i did before
u cme to me saein be the same person, which u were once fond of......
bt itz hard to go thru tat change..bt i will juz for u

plz once again dont do tiz ..i feel worse
nt only me being worse i make u feel the same wae
sry i reili cant hlp it..i nt gud at hidin
bt u lyke tat

i' m reili didnt mean to be lyke tat
itz juz that i thought over it again n again i turn out to be tat wae.
even at the party i reili wasnt in the mood to celebrate
i wuld have wen hme earlier
if i did so i wuld have spolit the mood of the rest n also of urz burfdae gurl!
tatz y i was there till late nite.
i didnt wanna dance or do anithin bt u ask me to
lookz lyke i have no choice bt to please u
coz it was ur dae

i do not wan me being the reason for ur unhappiness
i noe u feel bad
bt plz forgive me
u wan me back to be nrml
If thatz wad u wan me to be i can,
bt rmb i didnt choose to behave to u lyke tat aft the incident