Todae was a day which regret and loved most.....
Regret?? yes...alot of things happen todae after skool

Before that todaez module cognitive was superb fun
problem for us was "our brother is a gay,our religion doesnt accept him"
i was lyke WTH....bt some other topices were interesting

KK back to the ealier regret.....todae after skool i meet my syg
i didnt mean that i regreting tat OK??? i love her soo much
what i regret was, wad happen after our swit moments of being together after our lunch

we were lyke happily sittin down and taking pictures than suddenly smtg happen
my honey should noe...

I was so stupid and dunnoe wad reili happen to me
bt i reili m sry for tat...i shouldnt haf done tat k
i reili feel guilty about it eventhough u sae itz wasnt my fault
i still cant help it.....plz forgive me ashini

After tat all, on the wae to MRT station
i notice smtg change in you....keep on askin u ok?
all u gave was ya, Ya,yA,YA
bt still i felt smtg wasnt rite

I didnt give up, kept on pestering you wad happen and stuff??
bt u gave a calm ans: i m fyne, i m ok
ur sudden calmness made me feel smtg isnt rite again

U were calm...bt my anger burst out
i have tell once that i m a hot and short tempered person
its juz tat i potray my self as ezy goin person
nt all noe abt me fully
bt for those who noe they noe to wad extend i will go.....
itz juz tat u are gettin noe me...ofcoz i wont and try nt to brin those bad side of mine to U
i m reili tryin...take tiz incident for example
itz juz a minor prob bt i was pissed off
and darlin, lyke wad i said before
plz do anithin...dun juz keep it in ur heart
in that anger i noe i have said smtg which hurt u soo badly
i m reili thousand tymes sry..
my anger blinded me..

Finaly....when u poured out ur feelings to me
asked me what u noe abt me and ur past?
sense tat things are goin serious...
u tld me wad happen
i was dumbstruck for a moment

Tat was the first tyme u cried infornt of me....
my heart was soo heavy and culdnt take it...serious
i was reili regreting that...Y juz cant i keep my bloody mouth shut???

Syg!! i m reili sry...i reili didnt mean to do so
forgive me...plz
i m reili sry...i will try to cntrl my anger..


Alritez of my regretz....nw i m webcamin wif my dralin and toking to her
juz look at the tyme haha...
happi tat the fight iz ova....
love u alotz muackz, muacks!!

tc peepz