interestin rite? no?? -.-
wadeva...i found it interesting when getting to know what people really have been thinking abt me..
haha CRAP!! tatz what i thought at the beginning
bt now only i started to realise...everything

I have learnt alot of things in the past few months....those thingz really changed me n hurted me alot..
i nvr wanted to go back there again....so what i am nw is not really what i used to be
People who pass by like a passin cloud wouldnt know abt that....but some who really stood by my side no matter wad
they realise it...
True i have changed...lyke what you people said to me
come on, before you speak look at your own back!!

U all dun lyke the way i m back off!! since u guyz dun need me and used me to accomplish soo many things
Ofcoz u may not need me any more....HEY aft all that DO YOU THINK I NEED SUCH SUCKERZ LIKE U ALL!!!???

HAIZZ.....forget it...
nw rantz about myself....soo wth..
i know i am not a good person...but i am not that bad
my farking short temper has been alwaez my bad side
i juz cant help it....i vent my anger on smtg n hurt myslf rather than hurting my loved ones
too bad i hurt my love ones too without realising that
my wordz reili hurt them way too much...even hurt my parents
whats more can i hurt??

No one noes how much i regret about what i did.....n i m not botheres about
whether u care or not...as long i noe i m fyne with it

one more thing i hate about myself is tat...i have a soft heart
i noe tat i am sayin that myself but nvm...
reili wanna change tat..
too soft till i go forgetting what they did to me easily
not sayin that i wanna take revenge or wad la but...i cant be so carefree


anw this is for my ASHINI SYG...sry to make wait for soo long to read to my blog post which is not worth reading. Anw dear...i m truly sry for wadeva happen ystdae and 2dae mornin
I LOVE U SOO MUCH MY DEAR and I MISS YOU SOO MUCH MA
muackz muackz!!!
cant wait to meet you today...exactly another 12hrs!!
we will nvr be apart no matter what...love ya truly!!