1 mnth time!! plz..
Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 12:51 AM
i noe u noe...the rest do not need to know
Yst was my bby gurl ashini's burfdae....wanted to spend time longer,cant so much of restrictions
Suppose to meet her at 4...but i wen there at 3.40. wasnt reili early....lyke what she said,super early.
After that headed to Jp to grab some bites...and than catch a movie prince of persia
Interesting moive i wuld sae...worth watchin
super cool moves, storyline etc etc...
But most of the time i wasnt watchin the movie...hehe
After tat no choice but to head back home...if only i can be with her longer
haiz....
there comes a comma in in our relationship....bt not a Fullstop yet..it will nvr
and i will not let it
heard a shocking news in my life...wtf i did to deserve such miserable outcomes
do i derve it reili?? m i such a person?? who noes.....
mayb i deserve it for what i have done soo far in my life.....
U came into my life like a ray of hope....leading me out of my miserable path i was walkin back than..
U showed me what is love n care...
U said you love me more than i do...
U said i m ur hubby,,,wen i said u r my wifey
U came,showed and said everithin to show how much you loved me...
But what i showed U back....HURT HURT HURT....TEARS TEARS
Give me a mnth or mre.....to set thingz in my life right for once
i noe i was not bothered about all this previously
coz i was alone back than....
But nw...itz different
i m no longer alone, u r with me u trusted me and came along with me
for that..i wanna live right for once atleast before anithin...
i m sure i not gonna make u face this world alone...will there with U soon
sorry to make u wait soo long my dear...
Will be there soon, beside you...
mean while i m living in the sweet momentz we had together....
dun be surprise if smtg happened to me...
i have set my mind to face the reality...
not gna hide from it animre